Good Driver
by Edwin Wentworth
What if I don’t want a car crash,
Metal made public
Inelegant and
Headlights, smoke that I push gently through my body
And past your hair on the headrest,
On a pillow
Asleep in the morning,
I quietly ask you if I can bargain,
(The third in five steps)
– Turn signal
– Side mirror
– Bargaining
– Blind spot
– Catastrophe
But I know you’re fifty fifty on persistence
And your breathing doesn’t change
So it looks like I’ll have to guess anyway.
But we could walk instead
Down a crisp winter neighbourhood,
You could turn over
(Sirens in the morning)
And open your eyes if you think that would help.
I’m a good driver
I’m a good driver
I’m a good driver
(Prayers in the morning)
You then skin then shirt then blanket then skin then me
Air then window then air again
I’m a good driver
Lights on the dashboard spell out
“You still can’t kiss me”
I’m a good driver
Bare branches on brick on blue sky
And the sound of tires on snow