Me and Other Bodily Accessories
by Dom Witten
I’d be a better lover but the bitch
I have become is more interested in
penguin documentaries. Fact: penguins
have done more for humanity than
the NBA and that’s on my momma.
I am my mothers’ loneliness;
stubborn enough to want
despite what wanting
got me. This week,
I clamored my bones
into the lap of a statue
and looked and dreamed:
every man I’ve kissed
I’ve fucked. Some men
can only bring dick and dust
on a busted air mattress.
I am not a guide
for every traveler
of loss.
Sometimes, I fake interview
important people, ask where
they’ve been keeping Jimmy Hoffa
and my father. Everybody has a theory
on making love. I’ve loved a man
enough to know I’d rather not.
I still want ritual
and elegance, someone
to know how I arrange
spices and anthologies,
to squish my squishy
and call me beautiful.
I want to gyrate
this sloppy joe paradise
across every ballroom
between here and
Murfreesboro, Tennessee.
What if I want it all?