issue 4
“The woman was a catastrophe,” Carlos told me at the time. “But she was as honest as my face is ugly.”
ONLY THROUGH PAIN,
CAN WE TRULY FEEL ALIVE
Now that the Israeli has left, it falls
on me to make the salad.
You’re joking, I say, interrupting the steady bumping of the doctor’s bushy white mustache.
I would always rather be happy than
dignified. Rather held than held
in awe.
we drove on through
the blue seal of morning as the turbines
turned and winked out their hearts
You’ve been dreading this day since the moment you found out you were pregnant—perhaps even before.
How do you even know when you’re there—at the epicenter?
The two of us toast to a man we both love, to whatever degree, clink our glasses and laugh…
I know you shouldn’t keep wild animals as pets, but I’ve had the same spider in my bathroom sink for over two weeks.
I have observed, the theorist
I am
I have an axe
with hearts gashed
my father holds
his favorite drink
He has stories that I am not in
anymore. It’s healed this way.
A man with a fistful of showbags said, “That cow sounds like a person trying to sound like a cow.”
the search for a wayward self
Ma wrings
a wet world
of colors
To be encased, Clint had always thought, was foolishness. Why allow yourself to be open to such sorrow?
Winter sat like a wolf
on the horizon.
Live the rest of your life
from one worst case to another.