I like to think I’m also sprung, released from the furnace knocks, done with the heavy meat stews and salty soups.
here is the sky in stop motion, flickering, a still shot in monochrome
Even as the sun warms the concrete the long nights’ sensual cold lingers in my clothes.
I imagine that undressing a color, though, would be so much like peeling a memory away from the grey and the white matter of your brain.
Ghosts for hire, whispers in her mouth, cysts to feel, the symmetry of a gift.
The sin is existing.
we drove on through the blue seal of morning as the turbines turned and winked out their hearts
I am still waiting for the lion
I count my homes— those of my scattered youth the sanctuary of our young family the intermittent rest stops of apartments and vacations.
I want to roll in this moment until I become its vocabulary until I smell like the bones until I am its echo…
Empty vessels make the most sound, I think, as you rip the fairy lights off the handrail.
and then her eyes fully opened — blazed through with strands of mud
I suffer visions and many indignities while looking for the Lobster
Yes I am guilty, I’m guilty. A sin was desirable then. Bring the dancer back to the stalks.
I am not a guide for every traveler of loss.
We stop doing dishes while a mile unwinds from the tree outside.
the man is stayed bent over the canvas of my sofa. the man is me the man is him self and I bring down the whip…
Part of being a good sad person is always painting the shadows in the right direction and knowing what sorrow to art with.
and apples, mackintosh mostly, but any kind left in The Pub at the Assisted Living Place