Even from this distance I could go out the door it would bang shut and crumble
I myself should never have been born
Gravel-scatted hell & we were blessed to be able to hold on for even a heartbeat
Try not to see your own predicament in every fucking thing.
I imagine that undressing a color, though, would be so much like peeling a memory away from the grey and the white matter of your brain.
my friends’ fathers are dropping I mean dying like flies
four-thirty a.m.
In my universe, my arm carries a heart and flowers, my back a misguided quote
Lights on the dashboard spell out “You still can’t kiss me”
You let the yellow glow from eye sockets. The building up the street is burning faster and faster.
I’msorry I‘ll see what happens iLife
I count my homes— those of my scattered youth the sanctuary of our young family the intermittent rest stops of apartments and vacations.
I slumped in front of a massive desk, a passive patient corroded with failure and dread.
The sin is existing.
I have an axe with hearts gashed
love is a soggy tea stain on a grocery receipt
We found in his suitcase T-shirts, his siddur, gifts he bought for his grandchildren…
The two of us toast to a man we both love, to whatever degree, clink our glasses and laugh…
I am not a guide for every traveler of loss.
the strands of your hair on the bathroom tiles aren’t sketching defeat. that’s you spitting disease in the face with another day you’ve woken up to.