POETRY

“Poetry is language at its most distilled and most powerful.”
—Rita Dove
Despairathon

You’ve spent a lifetime training
for this.

Fallout Shelter

I imagined a cascade of slow death for all / that mattered…

Like dirt

this is what I want you to to see:
leaves falling because it is too late for them not to

A Way of Seeing

Just starlight and some small scribbling across vinyl.

My Multiverses

It is the 70s. 1970s? 2570s? Who knows?
Audre and I have a penthouse in New York.

Vase

The storm passes without snow.
The car waits loyally in the back lot.

Drowning in sky

I have observed, the theorist
I am

Snow Falls from Branches

Should have found a job by now; should have slept in the night;
should have boiled old coffee before noon.

Hollywood Hills
the remarkable thing

I am still waiting for the lion

Clueless & Briefly Gorgeous

I buy too much, for someone of my stature.
could pawn a skinny metaphor to purchase a plump skin.
its reputed in our lineage— to daydream a life that shreds our pockets.

Condolences

my friends’ fathers are
dropping
I mean dying
like flies

[Zoetrope with Particulates in it and a Newborn]

and then her eyes fully opened — blazed through with strands of mud

Finding My Fix

I slumped in front of a massive desk, a passive patient corroded with failure and dread.

A Beautiful Thing

I want to roll in this moment until I become its vocabulary
until I smell like the bones
until I am its echo…

beach
On Undressing a Color / On Undressing a Girl

I imagine that undressing a color, though, would be so much like peeling a memory away from the grey and the white matter of your brain.

love poem with dead leaves & color

I would always rather be happy than
dignified. Rather held than held
in awe.

i do not want to wait until it’s too late

the strands of your hair on the bathroom tiles aren’t sketching defeat. that’s you spitting disease in the face with another day you’ve woken up to.

if detritus is all i’m made up of

my love is a glass shard, a knife made of madness and moonlight,
and there are already way too many fragments in this house

appetites

you quit wearing pants
loaf around your yard
in hole-nipped panties

Ode To the Dove Pt. VI (Avrom Sutzkever)

Yes I am guilty, I’m guilty. A sin was desirable then.
Bring the dancer back to the stalks.